latest one

i havent been able to blog for a while ehhh hahah. well. alot of things has happened, especially friendship and relationships. lets talk about relationships, its less important than friendship now. lets see, theres this grrr in irvine that ive been liking on for a while so she decides to like along too, we only been "liking" eachother for like 2-3 month until like 3 week ago. until this new guy came to the church taht she goes to, so she slowly backed away from me for a while and went on to him. it hurts to be replaced you know? and about how much i cared about her, but OH WeLL. IDGAF ANyMORE :D, well just the fact that she called me last night, around like 12 am. technically today. she was like, i think you should stop thinking about me and shiz, i was like im trying to, then she got all butt hurt and was like wth did i do, i was like you should know by now, then she swear a few time and hung up. see how gay GIRLS ARE!!!!!!!!!
Next is friendship. there this person [no name] they start avoiding me, at first i didn't know what was wrong, but then i started to remember stuff like on aim. after reading their status, and looking back at aim archives, it hit me that that might have been the problem, so now i really want to talk to that person to set things straight, to apologize about the false statements i told them. im sorry, im truely very sorry, if youre reading this [ you know who you are] and i hope you might forgive me, i really want to talk to you about this and stuff. thats it for now. more to come soon

Well Updates...10/15/09

Alot of things have gone by these past few days that i haven't been going on. last week at sunday school or something like that, cat told me she found grey hair in my head.... i was like aww mann... lol. anyways. School has been going well at least, except for the extreme change in weather the past days, on i think monday or tues it was pouring, then all of a sudden Mr Weather decides to be sunny..... it was pretty hot. and wow, i lost my phone yesterday, it was frantic, i went to the same classrooms over and over just to look for it lol but ehhh. and today, tennis was horrible, i was so tired and hungry but my friend kept on making me run and stuff but at least today is over... until tommorow. nothing great really happened these past few days.

Moon Festival

The moon festival was alright. when i arrived there, i didnt expect to see another group performing, then we ended up combining both of the groups and dance together. It was pretty fun actually, watching the dragons dance, seeing the little kids having fun. it was really great :). too bad it can't happen that often. :). But yeah, we are going to be performing this afternoon right after church, i hope the little kids get to have fun since it only comes once a year, but we get to do this kind of stuff for chinese new years too though. so better enjoy it while you still can. Classes are today, but jenny hasn't been coming for 2 weeks :(. I still haven't done raya's hw from friday so i have to do it right after the celebration. well i gotta go get ready for sunday school :(. see yah

wonders.....

What have i wondered throughout life? i dont really know. Friends, Family? where are they when you need them. i have the 3 people i can tell anything to. but when im finished talking its like, they say i'm stupid and just forget about it. how can i forget about it when its in my head. you know that thinking about something else doesnt really make it go away. its just the fact that, they not supportive and i trust them more than anyone i know. well theres not much more to write then about this little fuckface i know. well if i write about it. it would take me all night but i dont want too sooo.... see ya

Dumb Family. Bro number 1

Sometimes i love my family to death but most of the time I just cant stand them at all. i hate my brother tri. hes cool and all but, hes a fucking ass. he doesnt even treat me like a brother at all, more like an outsider. i want to hang out with him and stuff be he just doesnt care, instead his new wife and kids, im jealous of. they have gotton more love from him than me and they have only been together for like 1 year. does that show anything? that i live with him for 15 years and he treats me like an outsider, while he treats his wife and kids as if he has been living with them forever. He told me that he would take me to play tennis like last year on christmas break, and he never did, he said he didnt have enough money to buy tennis balls. then the next day he comes home with an xbox for his kid. im like what the fuck. he doesnt even care about me. and today, he told me he would take me to go play tennis, then his kid wanted to go swimming so he gonna take him to go swim while i stay home in the heat. he ditches me for his kid that he will live with everyday until he dies, and i only see him like what, once a month?. you know what, im tired of my family, the only person i truely love and care about is God. hah and im only talking about ONE of my family members wait until i start talking about the other four

The change in missiouri pt 2

Sorry, i haven't been on for a day. Homework got in the way =/. But now that im free, time to blog about the other stuff! :D. where did i last leave off? Oh yes, the arrival of the Marian Days in Carthage Missiouri. that was the most experiencing trip i have ever took. I changed a whole bunch when i went just a few months ago. the 1st day we unpacked the huge storage truck and set up the boba shop, had dinner, and hung out. i showered before i helped unload, that was the dumbest thing ever since i got so dirty after unpacking the truck. Then the next day, it was our turn to unpack the gay gift shop. i dont mean to call it gay, its just our "boss" was being a real bitch and bossing us around, we want to have a good time working but shes turning us into slaves. The 2nd day wasnt that bad. the 3rd day was a little better. we went to church, and stuff. still worked, and the most exciting thing that happened was at night. cant say shhhhhh :). and well, thats basically it. just worked and the nights were the best nights. so much fucking drama. it just pissed me off, but i had to be there for my bro, i cant leave him hanging. well there was another good thing that happened. so there was this girl, that i met kinda, i was selling stuff to her, but the thing is she kept on coming back, like 5 times ;D. then me and my friend linh, we nicknamed her the yellow girl cause she kept on wearing yellow lol. then the trip back was the same as the trip to missiouri, so we came back to the church in corona, and hung out for a bit and went home. after that trip i was jealous, angry, pissed, and i cussed like 10000x more than before. and more will come tommorow for the next blog :)

9/22/09 Stressful days of school

it's been a while since i have last been on this place. Its been at least 4 months? yes it has. The reason why i haven't been able to go on was because of too much school. first it was the end of freshman year, the last few weeks have been stressful because of finals. and after that was finally done, after a months break i have to go back to that wretched high school for summer school. i knew i should have taken p.e but instead i followed my stupid ass teachers advice and took world history instead. it was a pain everyday since we sat in the same class for at least 6 hours writing the blood out of our hands. but at least my friend Frances was in there :D. well then, after summer school had ended, my plans for vacation has been ruined. my brother took my plane tickets to vietnam for him and his wife, so i have to stay home and watch the damn fucking kids. dont get me wrong. i love them to death, but when they make me watch the kids, i just want to squeeze the living out of my bro. but i still had my BEST BROS FOR LIFE with me :D. there were days where my mom would take the children out to the shop so she would let me go play some tennis with my "bros". i guess that was the only exciting thing that happpend during summer. until...... Missiouri came! my life had changed from the beginning of that trip and its still changing! During the ride there. it was sort of fun until Nhat stole my ipod from me and listened to it so i couldnt listen. lol. well, we arrived there and wow it was burning hot!. i think this is enough for today. ill continue with the rest of the exciting story later of tommorow. it depends if im lazy or not :D