Saturday, September 26, 2009

Dumb Family. Bro number 1

Sometimes i love my family to death but most of the time I just cant stand them at all. i hate my brother tri. hes cool and all but, hes a fucking ass. he doesnt even treat me like a brother at all, more like an outsider. i want to hang out with him and stuff be he just doesnt care, instead his new wife and kids, im jealous of. they have gotton more love from him than me and they have only been together for like 1 year. does that show anything? that i live with him for 15 years and he treats me like an outsider, while he treats his wife and kids as if he has been living with them forever. He told me that he would take me to play tennis like last year on christmas break, and he never did, he said he didnt have enough money to buy tennis balls. then the next day he comes home with an xbox for his kid. im like what the fuck. he doesnt even care about me. and today, he told me he would take me to go play tennis, then his kid wanted to go swimming so he gonna take him to go swim while i stay home in the heat. he ditches me for his kid that he will live with everyday until he dies, and i only see him like what, once a month?. you know what, im tired of my family, the only person i truely love and care about is God. hah and im only talking about ONE of my family members wait until i start talking about the other four

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  1. Troi oi they're his WIFE AND KIDS!! I me thingan I don't blame you for getting mad if he doesn't show you enough love... but for gods sakes don't be jealous of his wife and kids, a wife is a wife for a reason and a child is the most important thing of all to a parent.

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  2. Danny's right.
    Your brother and sister are gone now. It's not that your life is a living hell. By the time you develop your own family, you'll be too busy for your native family. It's not out of hatred or neglect. Marriage is a commitment. He committed himself to your sister-in-law and your nephews/nieces. You can't get in between that.
    We cut off all connections with my dad's side of the family, even his stepmother's side (finally), because they all treated my dad horribly as a child. My mom's side is all in vn. Your separation from your family isn't bad. It's just your way of thinking that will always get in the way. The teenage selfishness that we all have =)
    (I write a lot. I need a life. lol)

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